today

has been a really good day.
i wasn't looking forward to it for many reasons i shan't explain now.
but the overall effect of today has been good on me.
i like it.

but there is one thing that lingers..
ian..
you were such a special person in so many people's lives.
its hurts me so that you had to leave us so soon.. having just turned nineteen you should've been looking forward to what the future holds. no one was ready for this. my thoughts and prayers go out to you ian baby, our beloved sweetheart of a rascal! you rocked our worlds. may you rest in peace.
<3


smiling to people is like the sun for flowers