Thursday, September 10, 2009

yer

i spent spent spent nearly all my money this week, i've been so terrible but i had major things i needed to buy (mainly food and dress for tonight's dinner)..and so i am left with £60 for tonight.. which i think will do. however..i'm planning on going to stockton (L's place) not this weekend but the following weekend. now, moneywise, i've no idea if i can do it.. but i'll give it my best shot, i want to go to the hills and see the stunning views of the profound beauty of the north, Lewis promised he'd take me there to indulge the picturesque landscape - i can't wait! but i will have to get some money together. i think i'll be doing some serious saving this next week. it's not really a problem i just cant go out anywhere and i'll spend my free time at home!

i'm off to do some serious chatting and catching up with friends from secondary school - yay!

Sunday, September 6, 2009

my strange ways

i shall start off by recapping on past events, so:
- Lewis pleasantly surprised me by coming to london two days earlier!
- we spent 6 days (and nights ;)) together
- we went sightseeing EVERY DAY!
- we had an awesome time
- spent way too much money ;)
- i didnt work for 4 days!

we started off with monday - notting hill carnival which was a lot of fun, colourful, loud and sunny, perfect day for a carnival, tuesday i loved - natural history museum and science museum so we literally spent the whole day acting like kids ;) wednesday - london zoo, again, absolute kid-like day out but we utterly enjoyed ourselves :D later went to see inglorious basterds at leicester square's odeon, thursday - tate modern and london eye and lewis had to go back home.. but wasnt it a jam packed week?! it was brilliant i tell you!

we got on so well, starting from being simply amazing friends and slowly we got pretty close..and right now, you could say we are in a relationship... and i know that i am once again getting myself into a long distance relationship but i feel that this could be it, this could be the one..i have never ever felt that before with anyone else..the feeling is so intense, probably because for the first time in my life, a guy is so utterly and trult head over heels for me. it feels amazing being with him, he treats me like a goddess, buys me stuff and pampers me, gives me the sweetest kisses ever and hugs me so tight that i feel like i'm melting inside. the feelings are unexplicable but i'm trying my best for you to get the picture, with what started as a usual friendship and mutual respect has now evolved into something i would never have thought possible.. all my worries, thoughts and anger towards danny has somehow evaporated..gone..it means nothing to me now, i could care less, he no longer lingers in my mind and all the what if's have now been happily replaced with thoughts of lewis and what it will be like to spend the rest of my life with him :) seriously i'm soo taken by lewis and his lovely self.. he's incredible guys.

dvd - you were so right, i love you man :)

i guess my future blogs will be about lewis and maybe my voyage to stockton? :D i'm handing in my teacher assistant papers tomorrow to london oratory so please please please keep your fingers crossed that i get the job!!! i really need it!!! but then again, if i didnt get it - i'd prob go to lewis and live with him ;) meh.. i'd totally go in as a lodger at first though - that would be so fun! i really want to see him, i miss him.

x