take a look at me now

in roughly a months time all my summer will have come an end.. but at least i still have a month right?
workwise, all is good, maybe even better than expected. obviously i cant be bothered most of the time but its gotta be done. shifts from 3-12 do not take my liking but you gotta get through them. weekends get dreadfully busy, weekdays are unbearably boring, unless its really sunny which is a rarity.

i simply cannot wait till sunday night awhen i'll be officially preparing myself for a two day visit to london!
day 1 - london eye, travel down the river thames and a trip to madam tussuads and stay the night at mandy's
day 2 - shopping :) later on hopefully i'll meet up with mister x whom you all know as gary. will see how it'll all turn out though.
day 3 - cambridge. shopping? i'm not so sure about that day but i guess magda wants it to be. so it shall. i'd rather spend the night from day2/3 in london and go to cambridge later... i have so many friends to meet! i wish i had more time...

turns out i'll be moving to cambridge on 20th august, unless they'll need me in holywell for another week then i'll stay, but at least 2 weeks i'll be in town living with anna :] i cant wait! i'll finally be around people! and be working back in the eagle! its all so exciting, its such a shame its all ending though..

how is everyone..i wonder..?

waiting for a miracle

life in the countryside has been getting to me lately, i spend every free day in cambridge, which means once a week i'm out of here, to be frank, i dont know what i'm doing here. why did i ever decide to come here? if i had known earlier it would be like this i never would've decided to come. aaaaaand, the fact of working behind the bar is a drag. i'll never come back to england working behind the bar. it's so not worth it anymore. i'm starting to regret it that i came here - can you believe it?
besides, not everything is going as planned. i 'm supposed to meet up with gary which suddenly seems to never have and effect, it seems like we'll never meet in the end, something always has to come up. so many damn obsticles. it#s really anoying me now. i'm starting to wonder why i ever started it all again since nothing's moving forward anyway.
i have a few housemates one of which is starting to get on my nerves. but i'll write about that later on when i get more privacy.
g'day.