monday was my 'looking for any old job' day, just to get some cash in my bank account as it's been april since it last saw a payment in. since then it's all been 'out out out' and quite literally i have nothing to take out anymore. i was serious about finding any job on monday. i went to pubs and shops. i left with 20 CVs, i came back home with 20 CVs. what the hell is going on? there is literally NO work up here. forget teaching jobs, there are NO jobs AT ALL. in this disbelief i spent today calling shops in darlington and retail parks..and..you guessed it - NOTHING. i'm baffled, absolutely baffled. maybe it's just the timing - it is the end of summer so all the summer jobs are still taken (come october there might be some jobs lurking?) but what can one do till then? am i supposed to sit at home and tidy all day??! hell no. yes, there are cleaning jobs going, but somehow i can't get to grips with becoming 'a cleaner' :( not after all this hard work i've put into becoming a bloody teacher. it just makes me fume with anger that i don't have a car and that i live so far from any major city.
end of rant. hope you're all doing well. any ideas on what i could do in this situation warmly welcome!
xoxo
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