breathe

i said i wouldn't write, but i did.
i wished him a happy easter with no reply.
it only made me laugh at myself and my stupidity :)
its never simple nor easy
but i have to remember to breathe
without you

ever bump in the road i try to flatten out, i reverse a million times to make sure its just right but you are a bump i will never be able to "flatten".
i'm bored of going over the same bump so many times, i want new bumps and i wanna swerve some times too.

i've promised to myself that i will get fit starting tomorrow.
bike bike bike, a6w (although that can be a bit too challenging;)), and all my 8mins workouts, so these next few months will be really fit yet fun! i cant wait to start off tomorrow, i've so much energy (good and bad) that i need to get rid of and utilize it somehow!

i wish i could just cuddle up to someone at the end of the day and get a kiss on my forehead for being such a good lass..

easter went down pretty well, i took a breath of fresh air near paprocany lake and drove a while to urbanowice, spent a while in church just taking in the mood of this special time. ate a delicious breakfast with the family and had an even more delicious and mouthwatering dinner that my mum cooked up. drank a heck load of coffe scoffed down much too many cakes but it was all so damn good! and the weather was simply fabulous. such a shame we only have two more days off..but at least we have days off ;) soon it will be our licenjat exam and summer.

still wondering if i should get tickets for may or if i should just wait till july...
i'm so indecisive..