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i linger here on my own and in my own little world of procrastination
i dont know how i managed to get back home from my beautician on friday - i looked like hell, and if you thought i already looked like crap then imagine me afterwards.. my face was glaring red, my forehead covered with red dots, my right eye was swollen from the masacre it had to go through with getting rid of my milia.. however, i spent the most wonderful two and a half hours on the most relaxing bed ever, i had the best facial ever and algae mask... bliss i'm telling you! i was pampered and i felt so good and i didnt give a damn howw i looked, i just slid my hat on pulled it nearly over my eyes and rushed home. even now my eye is still swollen and it looks ghastly.

i have so much work to do for this week. i only started writing my summaries last night and i still have two to go and then i have to write up my lesson plans for my teacher practice and i would like to start learning for my test that i have on wednesday with monsiuer swarmork..

i'm heartbroken. i want to love. and i want to make love! i feel so lonely and so useless..

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