tictac overdose

feeling hella good all this time and i have officially become free! free i tell you!! i'm free of him..
i even wrote him such beautiful bday wishes (to which i obviously didn't get a reply - heh, surprise surprise) but nonetheless, i'm so damn happy and proud of myself that i did it and i felt no remorse, no hatred just pure words right from the bottom of my heart.. no hard feelings no nothing, and i'm telling you it feels sooo good.

i can finally take in the beauty of this world, i smile to people on the streets, in the bus, in shops, in cars, smile to couples holding hands, couples kissing, single men who are young, handsome and single smile at me and i smile back that (as tjrael would put it) "radiant" smile of mine.. and i feel superb to be so cheerful.

i had a crappo, nah, it wasn't crapy it was a mixture of magnificent and crappy. had a wonderful 3 lessons at primary school (nearly finished just one more lesson to go!) but on my way back i cursed so much i could hardly contain myself. my damn skirt kept on clutching onto my tights which made it move up and further up with ever step i took. so aggravating! i had to walk from distric "H" to city point. ugh. even now, when i think about it, i was so pissed off!! i calmed down once i got inside the building where it wasnt windy and my skirt was acting normally..

i saw vicky cristina barcelona. i'd been wanting to see it for ages! and i enjoyed it immensely! i could totally realte to both the women.. i thought was more of cristina at the beginning but then i was a bit of vicky..and then a bit of cristina, and yeah - it was so much fun :)

it's exactly a month till we finish college. wow. it seems so surreal. how can it be? a month?! someone pinch me.. unbelievable how fast time flies. so little time for us to savour the moments of being students..so little time left to enjoy our company. we really need to do something - get together like we did on monday (but plan it in advance so i can cacel all my lessons!) and go for a drink down to the two lakes.. what with his beautiful weather we can't wait around!! :D

that's all on my life so far. can't wait to go to london. constantly thinking about it, thinking how drunk i'll get on saturday!! yay!! and i have a meeting with a friend whom i havent seen in ages next friday so all is really looking good!

i love being happy. i've missed this feeling for so long. glad it's back.