i feel alright

i'm making it a habit of blogging whenever i endure a problem - today will not be like that. i'll tell of what i encountered today... but who would be interested in that? hmph. well, i'll go along and do it anyway.

i went to see my beautician at 11:20 and came out of the salon 2 hours later. wow, i was pampered so much i felt so good. made me feel really feminine.. now, now.. the last time i went was 2 years ago and damn i missed the whole experience but my lovely and thoughtful mother booked and paid for my appointment! that was so sweet of her. however, straight after i had my visit i had to go running for my bus to katowice to make it for my dermatologist appointment. gosh - hectic. even though i arrived just before 3pm i got back home at 7pm flat. talk about spending 2 hours in a waiting room, only to pay 80zl and be told that everything's fine and to keep on using the same products, and to come back in september. great.
got home, actually ate. watered front and back garden, sat down and watched satc (i'm addicted - i know) and finally decided it's time for bed.

i'll tan tomorrow. i need it so badly. i'm horrendously pale. makes me look sick.
do not disturb tomorrow. i'll be up at 9 though if anyone wants to be in touch ;)
i'm finding it awfully disturbing this silence at home. just me and the cat (who wakes me in the morning - my never-failing alarm clock). no one to talk to. its horrible. but the parentals will be here a week from now...and i'll be off, wow, time has flown.
woot woot.

hello, i've waited here for you
everlong

come down
and waste away with me
down with me

and i wonder
when i sing along with you
if everything could feel this real forever
if anything could be this good again